perubahan adele

http://blogserius.blogspot.com/2012/02/serius-perubahan-penampilan-adele-dulu.html

siyes shit camne die diet ah!

moving on

pagi pagi liat nak pergi kerja - dah jadi satu kemestian. Monday blues happens on every day. sidai baju kat luar rumah, layan kuliah subuh... ya, such a boring routine kan..

arini bangun dengan azam baru, i have to move on with my life. i still love him but semua dah xboleh patah balik lagi dah. i really hope i can move on. and forget him

women with PMS

my new pet n her bodyguards ;)

actually this pet isn't mine, nie Saiful punye.

die mintak tolong jaga wat sementara waktu.kalau ikotkan memang nak jage kat rumah tp rumah banyak semut, so bagi lah kat mama suh die jage.

eventhou kat rumah ramai bodyguards tp dorg sume ok ngan dia.

Ahahaaha. belum dapat upload video. nanti ehhh ;)

diri dan dia

at last I realized that he isn’t in love with me.  All that he ever cares is about him and his career. I just need his attention that’s all. But susah sgt nak dapat. Huhu.. that day, ajak die pergi dinner just to celebrate something . that thing really makes my day, but he’s too busy. He cant even make it for me. Why I always there for him when he need me, but he can’t? he thought that thing was a really small thing but I still remember by the time I’m typing this thing. To let you guys know- to let him know-.

I think about it so long and finally I called it quit.. that’s it. For now, being single is the best path that I choose. Last night after I met him, I read the book ‘ Please Look After Mother’ . It’s a sad story, and I cried, I cried for 2 reason.. haha.. buat ape nak nangis pasal laki. So aku lepaskan emosi dgn bace buku sedih n nangis sebab that book really touched me. 

reality of life

im not in the mood right now bcs of he fall asleep in the middle of the day, not knowing what to do today. why? so boring ah u couple with me? aiyoo. why this happening in the middle of our relationship huh? is this happen in real life of a married couple? get bored to see each other face everyday, sleep together, eat together .aiya?  so must figure out what we suppose to do to avoid this kind of situation. 

just now, we went to McD having breakfast . Sausage mcmuffin with egg for two and also hotcakes that feels like yucks when its get warm. With us, no communication at all. layan eating makan n makan lagi sampai kenyang. Finally he asks me nak pergi mana lepas nie.I was like,how boring is that.... 

What to do?

practical trouble life

Today is my fifth day as a worker at HASNAN THL WONG & PARTNERS. I feel so damn bored right now that now I’m writing this essay to keep me occupied.  Okay, what I want to write is about my full day in this firm… the first day I’m came on time at 8.20am. first one hour I don’t do anything just sitting on the guest sofa with the two other person which is know I know their names. One is my friend from my kampus which is his name is Hanif Imran. And the other one is Jennifer the new temporary worker. Im so glad that I have friend to go to this industrial training which is Hanif that not so long after that he’s been separated from me that he got transferred to other department. Waaa! Now I felt so damn alone that my environment is full with Chinese workers that communicate in Mandarin that I spent 3 semesters to learn that fucking language but didn’t manage to understand it at all.huh.

Second day, as usual I spent my first hour without doing nothing but stared at those people who busy doing their work on their laptop. I didn’t get what actually they doing. Sharp on 10am Ms hon ask me to follow her to go to field audit at PJ, what section I don’t know. I spent my whole hours doing work that I feel so complicated as I need to figure the balancing figure Is tight with other amounts. Ok! Its lunch hour, that I follow Ms Hon to where she’s brought me to and finally we arrive at a……… Chinese kedai? So Mr Wong asked me to buy food from another gerai which is he meant halal food. I see the Chinese owner staring at me. N he said, ape pandang2 makan sajalah.

Third day , I still in the same company which is I didn’t mention earlier, INFORTECH BHD. Barulah Nampak ape kerja aku.. Kena marah dgn Dulcie, our supervisor because buat salah. Lama2 aku dah mula seronok buat kerja tp kerja aku lambat nak mampus… so today we finish early, n go back at 4pm. After that still nothing to do in my office...just wait until 5.30 to go back.

Fourth day, sayang drove me to the office by Wiwi  n he dropped me there n  go to the workshop in Wangsa Maju to go repair Wiwi. All costs 360. So cheap ma. So he pick me up sharp on 5.30pm n we ate at Uptown. There, we were having nasi putih with thai sauce Chicken and Black pepper octopus. Xsedap! Jangan makan lagi, ni sume sebab Ava Lala bukak lambat. Soon after I drop him by his house, I drive home to Pantai Dalam. Im so tired that I fall asleep before 10pm. Haha!

Today is the fifth day im here. I still don’t have works to do. So I help Hanif to Photostat 7 companies’ tax computation, CP204, Form C and R. and now, have nothing to do also. Well, fuck me now!

dugaan bertambah. tiada lagi tempat bergantung

hidup ni x lagi bermakna!!!